b l a c k . w h i t e

FML

2009-07-29T05:54:00.001-07:00

Today , my junior said that I looked like an Indian from the back. FML

2009-07-16T07:50:00.000-07:00

let's not talk about common tests cos they suck
today was uber awesome. morning started with fitness which we had expected yesterday. I thought i could last until the end of training but really my stamina now is damn low. But it was also because of the stupid dizzy-penalty (or watever it is) that i invented and played yesterday. I felt like puking everytime i ran. I was half dead after morning training and wouldn't think i could even play the senior-junior match. But luckily i still have energy to run for the whole match. Anyways i'm not going into details since i'm too lazy but we won 3-2 with me scoring 2 (YAY) and hieu scoring 1 in his 5-min-appearance on the field after. the senior goals were from zhong ying and shane. Scoring 2 goals make me feel damn happy now:D. But i'm damn tired and sleepy so i'm off to bed now. Oh and the interview was not bad actually, but having to give a speech 2mr is not so fun for me.
By the way i have reached legendary in mousehunt muahaha.

Common tests are now uncommon

2009-07-03T08:34:00.000-07:00

Finally can get rid of exams, woohoo !!!!!!!! Maths, physics, and econs were all ok. Screw up gp compre, and chem a bit. But heck, as long as i pass i dun care alr. F...ing tired. Due to 3 hours of physics test, 3 hours of lan, and 3 hours of walking. Got my internet alr so will be hunting more mice. And will be ushering ayg on monday, which is youth day. Nvm, i think i should take a rest first, so off to bed now, zzzz

sexy seventeen

2009-06-17T08:03:00.000-07:00

Looooooong waited post. So to summarize what i have done since the last post: sleep, eat, and hunt mice. Came back to singapore yesterday, not surprised but really touched to see the girls waiting for me :). THANK YOU LIZ JAC AND EMILY, AND EVERYONE ELSE WHO HAS WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY (so lawrence, u r not included muahahaha), MY SWEETEST BIRTHDAY EVER XD. Then stayed at the airport for 2 hours watching popeye while they were mugging o.O But then went back and found out my laptop is broken T_T. Now i'm actually typing this using a friend's one, not my phone, haha. so mug well ppl, ct is coming to kill us, so at least die painlessly haha

2009-05-14T08:08:00.000-07:00

Địt mẹ sao cái bọn dạy tờ giấy tổng quát chúng nó hãm lồn thế nhỉ

2009-05-12T03:41:00.000-07:00

lots of fun things happened recently, but i'm, as always, too lazy to write an essay about it, so i just write a summary :D. batch outing at ecp, movie. done. haha kidding la
so the socall batch outing was on sunday. it was after the soccer match so i felt like sleeping through it. and due to some unknown reasons we had to walk for like 5km to the place, so it felt more like pt to me. ok la at least we have some fun there (mostly cos of me). the most fun part was on the way back, but i dun think it's appropriate to put it here haha, ask any vietnamese guy for details.
x-men was damn cool, at least worth my 7 bucks. met jac and liz in school at first. jh was damn stupid cos he think i am cool (which is the truth) so he wore same colour shirt as me >:(. then met ryan and justin at j8 to eat lunch and watch movie. got pangseh by emily though. the movie was damn nice, or maybe cos i very long never watch any. liz was screaming into my ear for every scary/look scary/not very scary part of the movie. the ending was quite anticlimatic though. and to tell the truth i never watch x-men before haha. then went back and continue my mice catching job XD

2009-04-23T05:46:00.000-07:00

I have waited for this day for 2 years. Today is the first day i go for soccer training. Even though i'm like a zombie now, i still feel very happy :D. And i even scored 1. Hope i will keep up the good work and improve even more.
Ok so now is why i'm a zombie, or rather i'll turn into 1 next week. Badminton training yesterday, soccer training today, badminton training just now, napfa 2mr, play soccer on sat, nats next whole week. I'm going to die. Bye everyone, i love u all and i know u also love me :(.
Haha kidding la. I can't die, cos i'm a no life person. Haha, i'm enjoying my life now. Everytime i feel tired, i'm happy that i'll get stronger in the future. Everyday going to school talking to my friends makes me feel happy. That's all i need for my life: having fun.

2009-04-08T07:19:00.000-07:00

Rawr, i have lots of things on my mind now, but i'm falling asleep alr -.-
There is one person who is always late for one particualr thing, but always says that punctuality is the most important thing, and keep nagging and blaming another person for him/her being late. Damn annoying sia. Thực ra nếu em đéo sợ nó thì em đã chửi thẳng vào mặt nó rồi. Ok if u dun understand this ask me personally, google translate dun work though.
My laundry is lost :(. I just realized it's damn irritating for all the small things that u never thought are so important are lost. Hope it will be there later when i check again, cos hieu said it might come late.
My arms are dying, seriously. I just wish i can plug them out to repair :((.
Congrats mld. gold and gold with honour. I think the most important reason for their gold with honour is that i quit alr haha. Oh yeah i forgot the is no more higher rank, sorry. So it would still be the same even if i didn't quit.
I just realized how much i enjoy trainings nowadays, especially captain's shuttle (another version of captain's ball, but 10 times cooler).
Liz, jac, hieu, bryan, if u happen to read this, or whoever reading this post, i dun think i will tell anyone who i like. Yah too bad

2009-03-31T08:05:00.000-07:00

click on the image. haha didn't know i was this patient

2009-03-29T05:59:00.000-07:00

Rawr, i'm damn bored now. Still have physics tut, PI draft, and SBJ project to do but i seriously dun wan to do any at all. Stupid leg got injured again. I didn't realize it was that painful when i was playing soccer. So i had to skip training today, and probably wed also.
Recently i have been telling ppl that i'm going to join soccer after nationals, but this is the first time i officially write this on my blog. Yeah i have alr bought my soccer shoes and stuffs. Just have to wait until june hol may be, i can finally enjoy being in a cca after 2 tries (hopefully). I'm not saying that badminton is boring, it's just u cannot enjoy something if u are not good at it. It's also not that i'm super lousy in badminton or wat, just that i just played for like 9 months (including holidays) and i dun expect to play at nationals level by now, not even next year (unless i'm twice talented as i am now). Also soccer is wat i played from childhood, wat i enjoy to do all the time, so i think i will be able to give my best for it. So i'm just being me in the end, always do wat i like.
And good luck to soccer for 2mr match vs CJC. Science vs Religion (lol alan). Hope it won't rain :D

Mercurial Vapor

2009-03-28T08:15:00.000-07:00

Just bought my new soccer shoes today, and new slippers also XD. Hope we own the soccer match 2mr. Slaughter them muahahahaha

SPARKZZZ

2009-03-25T06:35:00.000-07:00

3rd for SPARKZZZ. haha not bad isn't it. ok so our plane was super cool and our bridge was twice cooler. but then the plane couldn't fly very far cos of the air con, but the bridge was good enough XD. Hieu got first, but he is stupider than me >:(

Is this my longest post so far ???

2009-03-16T08:44:00.000-07:00

Ok so this is my blog's official revival. I finally stole the internet from Nghia cos he's not here now. Expect a long post people, cos i have lots of thing to say.
First thing, obviously, is what i put most of my mind into. If you still don't know, it's DotA. Yup we lost, most of the match. But the truth is we are stronger than most of the team that won us, and i'm the best player in NJC, admit it. Just saw the replay of the final so i'm quite sure about that. After we got kicked out and i played for runfeng's team, we won all the match, including the one we got disqualifed cos of outsiders playing. But even if with a runfeng's nj team + me we would still be able to trash them. It's just luck is not on my side this time (or maybe this year - most of you should get wat i'm talking about). So out of the four things, we, or maybe, i lacks only luck.
Oh, i think i forgot to talk about the four things. I have come up with a theory, for anything you do in your life, you need 4 things to be able to succeed. Skill, talent, experience, and luck.
I have also come up with another theory, called the theory of luck. You only have a fixed amount of luck in your whole life. Everytime you are unlucky, you may think it in a positive way that you have not spent your luck on that unnecessary thing to save it for another important one. It's a bit of optimism, but it's good cos you won't curse anything when you have bad luck.
Enough for theories, time for my real life now. So Solaris house outing was ok, not bad maybe. Although it rains when we got there, it only rains for a while and then we play captain's ball, in which i own, and go crazy into the water. The sad thing is that i found out i swim slower than the jh1, or maybe cos i haven't swam in a long time. Dinner was at food republic. Seems that i have used my luck on a stupid thing cos i found like 10 seats immediately while others cannot.
Training today was like normal, just that i had 1 more injury. My arm spraint. Yup, and because of that and i'm kind of having a fever now, i don't think i will go for training 2mr, and on wed also.
Received the soccer shirt from alan just now. XD no.8. I wanted to put my name as Cris or Anh but it's kind of too simple. XD is cool, and i was force to take no.8 cos alan took no.7 cos his favourite no.4 was taken by pp(pok pau) cos pp's number last year was taken by another one and ... O_O.
I'm kind of lonely now. The locals moved out last week. The rest of the viet guys have soccer and malay dance camp. The pig in my room went back to see his mother in law. So i'm basically alone typing these craps out (does crap has a plural form ?).
That should be enough. Having this post shorter means i have to post more often, which i'm too lazy to do. Writing too long will kill my blog again, since i have nothing to blog about in a long time. Ya so i think i will update more this week, while i still have the internet with me

2009-02-15T07:13:00.000-08:00

can't believe it, this's the first post of 2009 lol. using lawrence's com and hostel internet now. this post is just to tell u that the blog is not dead. that's all XD bye

2008-12-04T23:38:00.000-08:00

2008-11-28T19:49:00.000-08:00

My hp number in Vietnam is +84912908165

Last day in HCIBS

2008-11-22T05:47:00.000-08:00

Quite sad la :(. Have lots of memories here with my seniors. Times we played soccer, talked cock during meals, or even studying :D. I will never forget my time living here. Or not the right time to be emo i guess, cos i'm going back to Vietnam 2mr XD.
Went out with nghia and alan whole day to go buy things for my family and to enjoy our last time of the second year. I bought quite a lot of gifts for my family. And ate a lot today, too. Haha i feel like a pig, really.
Currently slacking and waiting to see pictures from the trip. Can't wait to see them now. I think i look quite retarded lol

Lol i actually updated

2008-11-21T06:11:00.000-08:00

Ha ha back from the philippines trip. The trip was awesome and i think i would have done super unproductive things like hieu if i have gone back to vietnam instead XD.
The trip was quite fun. Helps me know more about people in the cohort that i usually only know their names and faces.
The first day was damn tired though. Whole day spent for travelling and only got there like midnight. We were all sleepy and dirty and hungry. After eating we ( the guys: me + quyen + nghia + zi xiang ) went to bath and there was no more water lol. So we bathed with 1 pale of water (luckily) divided by 4 XD, and then too tired to do anything but sleep.
The next day we went to St Antonio High School in the morning. Watching the Filipinos dance was quite fun. Then we got to play games and get together with the students there. I even lost 1 game of chess lol. Visisted the waterfall in the afternoon. Doing normal things after that: eat, bathe, sleep. Haha I think i sound like a pig lol.
Third day was with the elementary school kids from the Candau ay Elementary school. They were very cute (according to the girls -.-) but quite shy actually. We played games and taught them science. They are actually really smart and energetic.
Fourth day, which is wednesday, we went to the elementary school again. Basically we did the same things again. Then in the afternoon went to visit the jail -.- quite scary, and then another high school. This school is a night school, and the students are a bit older than us. Most of them have to work at the same time in order to have money to go to school :| .
Last day was the surgical mission with another elementary school (assisting the doctors circumcising -.-). Luckily I wasn't doing the one helping the doctor, should be quite scary sia XD. Then in the afternoon just brought the books to the Candau ay school library. After that was the farewell dinner. Although something unpleasant happened in the end, it was a decent trip with much of laughters and we had fun with each others. Quite an memorable experience :D.

2008-10-16T08:16:00.001-07:00

This is the back of our new badminton t-shirt. i find it really funny XD

2008-10-04T19:50:00.001-07:00

Happy birthday jingho and happy birdweek lawrence

Just a random post

2008-10-04T10:39:00.000-07:00

2am and i'm sitting here typing cos i cannot sleep. I just wanna keep my blog alive for the whole holiday. so i just blog about wat happened the previous days (i'm not going to say anything about ass week cos it only brings back horrible memories )X )
Yesterday was game fest. Quite fun and a memorable one for being the very last time i can play sports and have fun with my classmates. So i played a lot in spite of my sprain ankle. and then i get 1 more injury XD. I dun really care cos we get second for touch rugby, only lose to 02 :(. And i also won i game of chess :D. But then we never do anything as a class after that.
Slept the whole morning today. Actually i woke up quite early but too lazy to get out of bed so i stayed there until lunch. Then played a bit and then went out with my cousin. Then hanged out with her and her friends (vietnamese) until 10 o'clock :D. Then went back home, bathed, played, and now typing this.
So basically my life has passed quite fast and my ip years are going to end. Aiya jc life sure is tough. I just slack until that then XD.

Spam spam spam lol lol lol

2008-09-29T01:09:00.001-07:00

Spammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmming. I have nothing to do except for staring at the bio book. That's why i'm doing this. Ass week is nearly over and i feel like i'm going to revive soon. My blog too XD. I feel like a mugger now lol. Ok bye bye people, i'm back to mugggggggggging after this short update for my dead blog. lol. spam. haha. still have nothing to do. spam spam spam. ok now i really go to mug. bye bye. lol. spam spam spam spam spam spam

2008-09-10T06:17:00.000-07:00

Just had a talk with my father. A quarrel actually. I was damn pissed and angry and i actually just shouted into the phone. I feel very demoralised now. My life has been terrible these days. I have been having lots of trouble with everything. The only thing i can do to get less stressed is write it out here. I just found out i have noone able or easy to talk to about everything. I never regret doing anything in my life but now i think that me being born and living in this world is just a bad idea.

Prolonging the blog's life

2008-09-01T04:49:00.000-07:00

The first post after such a long time. It's not i don't have time to blog but i just too lazy to blog zzz. These few days were quite ok, except the whole bunch of homework killing me.
Teachers' day was fun. I wore a samurai clothes XD. Actually it's malay dance pants + aikido shirt but i looked a lot like a samurai especially with the sword :D. Then we went to zh's house (again) and played until evening. Spent the whole 2 previous days slacking and a bit of MUGGING lol.
Gonna start doing work soon zzz.

yso srs?

2008-08-16T09:59:00.000-07:00

yay the crazy period is finally over, i can rest now XD. It was the worst week ever in my life so i shouldn't write about it.
Yesterday evening and today were quite fun. Went out with nearly all the bunch of Vietnamese guys + Jae Sung and Kai. Watched batman this morning and it was quite cool :D. I really like the Joker guy cos he is damn cool, especially when he showed "the magic trick". Then ate lunch at 4 pm lol and i went and buy a new pair of shoes. Grey Converse Shoes. I like it a lot XD. Then slack on my bed when i reached hostel until now. I love slacking :D
Jae sung says may be he can stay :D. I will feel very sad if he has to leave :(. Anyway, good luck my friend :)

3 outings in 4 days

2008-08-11T04:11:00.000-07:00

I'm dying, srsly. With this rate i'm really going to die. 3 outings in 4 days, with A LOT OF HOMEWORK due next week. But nvm, the outings are fun XD.
Yesterday i was really going to kill myself in the morning. The race started at 8 in Sentosa and i left the hostel at 730. Then i took the wrong bus and finally arrived at 930. But then we played and swam and got all wet and cold. We had lunch together, and then the guys went off to play pool and lan at cathay. It was damn fun lol. Then we had dinner and went home. I was too lazy and tired to do any work zzz.
Woke up late today and went for watch outing alone (too bad Tung and Nghia didn't want to go and Jade was lame). Then met Hong Yew on the bus. We (me, Hong Yew, Hsiang Wei, Jac, Estelle, Rachael, Verene, Xin Yi + Shu Hui who joined later) had lunch at Seoul Garden. We ate and had a lot of fun. I think this will be the last watch outing zzz.
Argh need to finish all the work now, have enough fun already. But i need to have dinner first XD.

National Day Celebration

2008-08-09T02:43:00.001-07:00

My blog is half dead and i need to revive it. It's not time for blogging as all the assignments are coming next week and i need to work on it now. But i'm damn bored and hungry and cannot study now. And because yesterday was damn fun.
NDC at school was not fun at all. All we did was to sit down and blow bubble and watch them fly and hit what fly to our faces. This year program was much worse than last year. But at least it ended early and we didn't have makeup lesson and went for class outing :D.
We wasted half an hour in the canteen waiting for people and talking. It is always fun to be with my friend. Then we (me, law, wj, ben, nikos, zh, lisa, liz, emily, jac, amrit, xinyan, yuen) went to shaw lido and had lunch there. We wanted to watch movie but the earliest we can watch was like 2 hours later. So we (me, law, wj, ben, nikos, zh, liz, emily, jac) decided to go to zh's house and blast it XD.
Zh's house is AWESOME!!!. His house has 3 computers + pool table + PS3 + BAR + extremely beautiful view from the window. We played a lot of pool, unreal tournament, GUITAR HERO, and drank a lot of alcohol too lol. Later Justin (birthday boy) also came. We ordered pizza for dinner and watched the opening of Olympic with his family. His parents were very nice. And then our juniors, his sister's friends also came. We had a lot of fun and i only got back at 11.
Raining outside zzz. Perfect timing, now is 6. I'm going for dinner now

Intra boarding school street soccer challenge

2008-08-02T07:58:00.001-07:00

Ok finally it's here, the long awaited street soccer competition. We didn't prepared much for it but we really wanted to win and we play to win.
We played the first 2 matches consecutively in the morning. The weather was great. The first match was a wasted one, which we drew foolishly to a weaker team, which we can even only score because of my luck XD. The second match was a good one. Against the NJC soccer boys, we put up a good fight and even had the first goal from an excellent heading from Quang. But they sure were skilled and strong. Final score was 1-1. The NJ soccer team then defeated the other team by 1-0 and together with us came to semi-final.
We faced another Vietnam team in semi final, which consists of both our seniors and juniors. That was the best match we ever played. We attacked, defended flawlessly and won by 4-0 with 3 goals from Quang. Good job, boy :D.
Then we met the NJ team again in final. We played with all our strength and put up a good fight. The score in first half was 0-0. After the break, we made some mistakes and they scored 2 goals in the first 2 minutes of second half. But we never gave up and hopes came when Quyen scored and the score was 2-1. Then one chance came. I was facing the goal keeper and was going to shoot, which would surely score. But a foul was then committed and I was injured and had to leave the court. We then lost by 1-3 and was the first runner up.

We played well. I think we could have at least drawn in the last game and then get decided by penalties. But that was it and I think we did a good job, my team

New module

2008-07-28T06:42:00.000-07:00

We had a new module today, CH2101. Not chinese it's chess, the following from BR2101. Have to try hard for it XD

Stupid wireless !!!

2008-07-26T20:55:00.000-07:00

2 days of no internet = no news, no blog, no msn, etc. Stupid wireless, now i cannot rmb wat i wanted to blog about. arghh nvm i will try XD.
Double chem triple physics on friday. It sounds like double kill and triple kill to me :D. Went lan with 06 guys after school. It was short but quite fun. I think our class should go sometime.
Played street soccer yesterday and got an injury AGAIN. Left knee. Argh i hate myself.
I'm very hungry so i'll go for lunch now. It's good to be able to blog again XD

New Template !!!

2008-07-23T02:40:00.001-07:00

Spent 3 hours in the afternoon on it. Nice ???

Another Tuesday

2008-07-22T06:09:00.000-07:00

Another school day with double sleeping period, 1 killing PE, 1 Physics, 2 slacking LA and lots of interesting BR2101 XD.
My life was not really good recently. Trainings are nice and fun, I know, but they are killing me !!! And PE also, especially when we have 3 of them this week. Lucky there is intra college badminton, so no training on thur yay!
I'm quite forgetful recently and therefore be very annoyed with myself and get angry very fast. Sorry if I hurt anyone (especially if I said anything during bridge sessions)
Lots of work and project are coming and I need to start doing. Not like I really need to mug to death or something but I just want to get better marks to not get scolded.
Btw, I think I need to change the template. It's too old !!!

Rubik cube !!!

2008-07-14T02:02:00.000-07:00

Learnt how to do the rubik cube today. So cool!

random post

2008-07-12T08:25:00.000-07:00

Went for outing with Malay Dance excos and seniors at Seoul Garden in Taka. Went with Thinking from the hostel. Then we thought we were late already. Then actually we still had to wait for the rest :D. The dinner was quite nice, but I actually just ate chicken and beef and ice cream lol.
Then we took retarded pictures and went home.
And happy birthday Jade ! lol
We celebrated her birthday by some random and lame games then got chased by the guards.
Yawn, I'm going to bed now XD

The long waited post

2008-07-11T03:26:00.001-07:00

The first post in nearly 1 month, so it will be quite long :D. Haha I'm such a slacker, I even slack posting my blog.
3.54 GPA. I am happy with it. I know people will say it's low for a scholar. But that's who I am, teh slacker. I prefer a low GPA as long as it doesn't make me be scolded (or expelled XD) to another one higher but I need to spend 24 hours a day studying. Anyways, it's not something I really care much about, cos u know I should know how good or bad I am lah. So it really doesn't bother me much.
Wed was my last day in Malay Dance. Not many words, but I said good bye. So now I'm really an ex-dancer (not emo anymore but still lame). And so yesterday I went for my first badminton training. It was tiring but quite cool. Even though my arms are still pain typing this, I think it will be a good time for me there.
I'm enjoying myself in school. The 2 double periods Phys and Chem were unexpectedly interesting and I didn't even realize until they ended. BR2101 (or 4101 according to Jac S) is always fun. I like having fun with my classmates, even if I win or lose with the last card, or don't even have a chance to put a card XD, I still enjoy the BR session much. I enjoy it when I'm the only one buying noodle and then got pang seh by the guys when I sat with the girls. I enjoy it when I try to tell everyone the answer during the Chem test and then hear Ms Khoo say " Criiiiisssssssssssss" and still try to say my last words XD. I enjoy my life :D.

BIRTHDAY !!!!

2008-06-16T23:07:00.000-07:00

Long time no see my blog. Haven't been blogging since I came back to Vietnam. So I decide to write something on my birthday :D.
Happy birthday to Jennings, Xin Yan, Ferleen, Qi Han, and me !!!
XD so I'm 16 now, yay !!!. Finally I can watch NC16 movies. Celebrated my birthday with my family last week, and it was quite fun. I'm quite lucky to have my birthday in June so that I can be with my family. I'm having a great time in Vietnam
Nah, I'm going to play now, so good bye X).

Back to Vietnam !!!

2008-06-01T20:39:00.000-07:00

Yay, i'm back to my home. The flight was extremely tiring as it was delayed for 2hrs 40 mins :( . We waited at the airport watching TV. I slept for 3 hrs and was damn hungry. We arrived at 11:30 and came back home at midnight. I was very tired so i slept until now XD. Finally I can rest after assweek and aristal :D

ARISTAL!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-05-30T08:56:00.000-07:00

My blog has revived muahahahahahahaha
Ok, Aristal is finally over yay!! I can get some rest now XD. The performance is great as expected. I fell down haha but it doesn't matter. This is probably my last time to dance but nah I shouldn't be emo :D
I am typing this post waiting for my delivery dinner :D, then I will probably play some more before going to sleep . Bye bye !

2008-05-16T10:58:00.000-07:00

dead atm, will update after ass week

2008-05-13T07:17:00.000-07:00

Rushing the LA journal. I slept the whole afternoon wth -.-! .
Ass week coming very near ...

Ouch !!!

2008-05-09T20:02:00.001-07:00

I got injured. Again. Twice. One from the soccer match, the other one my ankle twisted again X(. Nvm I am used to injuries.
I played some audition game yesterday. Quite fun. I owned XD. And got some stupid prizes lol.
Watched the 2 last matches of njcg. The first match was very nice. But I felt disappointed about the final one.
Argh, ass week is coming. I need to mug harder, harder, harder ...

2008-05-07T04:47:00.000-07:00

Ha ha i guess i'm quite lazy to update. So i shall post something random XD.
We won the cup. Ownage. Cheering competition too. Although quite few Solarian got first 3 positions but we still get it XD.
Lawrence is insane. I think he runs 4 rounds alone also can win other class with 4 people.
We should put like " IP track and fileld meet champion, 07IP02.5" then put the cup between our back door and 02's front door :D
Enrichment week sign up is damn stupid. Everyone is cutting queue. I still have 2.5hours left. I was so desperate that I even tried to sign up for chinese movie appreciation :( . Nvm we still can sign up 2mr XD

Stressed, tired, angry

2008-04-22T03:59:00.001-07:00

I'm sick. I didn't go to school today. I sneezed and coughed for like 1000 times for the last 2 days. I think staying at home is quite unproductive. I slept for the whole morning and went to coro and spent the whole afternoon waiting in the clinic -.-! . I think I should go to school 2mr.
Talked to my father yesterday and just now about malay dance. He talked a lot, about why i shouldn't quit malay dance and asked me to stay. I hate it. I hate being forced to do things I don't want to. My parents always force me to do things. I know that they just want to do good for me. But I think this time they are wrong. I need to give my own decision now. Everyone knows that I'm the kind of person, that when forced to do anything I don't want to, will try to ruin it. Thank all of you for your advice. Now I have decided. I will tell mrs tan when she comes back.
I'm very very stressed and tired and angry now. Pls don't disturb me.

2nd post today

2008-04-20T04:06:00.000-07:00

I'm very tired now. I think I'm sick. I'm having headache and sore throat. But I cannot and don't want to skip school 2mr because of moot court + NAPFA + NJCG. I should go and rest now :(
Edited: We r not going to have NAPFA because of the parliament trip.

2008-04-20T00:34:00.000-07:00

I'm very confused now. Actually I wanted to write this post yesterday but I forgot :P. Basically it's about Malay Dance, and about whether I want to quit now, quit after Aristal, or don't quit at all. Yesterday after dance I talked to Xiao Ying and Ms Chen. I nearly cried when I said why I want to quit Malay Dance. So they said I need to decide whether to quit now or after Aristal, because I cannot be just unhappy and don't dance and affect other people. It's hard for me to decide now. So I seriously need advice now, constructive plz. If u r my friend, plz give me some advice. Tks XD

Was it luck or skill?

2008-04-17T07:32:00.000-07:00

Ok we lost. The DotA game. Actually we weren't that bad. We didn't really have any problems for the game. Hieu even got first blood, with the help from me. But the fact is that, their teamwork is better. And I think I have made a mistake choosing heroes. Lady luck is not on our side. I got frustrated and yelled my teammates a lot. Sorry but I get frustrated quite easy. K nvm, we will try harder next time, I mean 2mr. 2mr we will have the aid from the lame ex councilor teow. His skill is quite good and we can believe in a victory XD. 2mr match is from 4-5, Bytz. Anyone want to come down just come.
2mr is NAPFA. I don't know I should be happy or sad. I had gold for last year, but this year I don't think I can pass because of pull up :( .

2008-04-16T04:52:00.000-07:00

I'm busy doing Geog now but I still need to keep this blog alive XD.
We have to pay $300 + for OBS >:( . It is $200 more than last year for 2 extra days of torturing ourselves in the middle of the sea. Quote: Jade: " It's like 2/3 of three months of our allowance! "
, Jac: " Is that 2 months of your allowance? ". This time we are going together with 01 and 02, so I guess I will be with quite a lot of people from our class XD.
We have changed our seating arrangement XD. I'm sitting with Lisa and Dawn :) . And now I'm in the middle of the class. Now I cannot throw my rubbish from my seat anymore. I cannot poke Lawrence and he pokes back and we both become Pokemon anymore. I cannot move my desk up and down (accelerate and decelerate as Emily said) freely anymore. I miss the back row with all the lameness and chaos we created for the class. I miss listening to Lawrence and Justin quarrel with each other like a bird and a pig. Nvm, things must change.
Just read nghia's blog. He asked: "One quitter and one who takes back what he said, who is worse?". Everyone said the he has made a good decision to stay back. So he has quitted quitting XD. And I'm the only f****** quitter, loser who drop out in the middle. I still keep my decision.
I'm planning to be a more f****** quitter. I'll just keep all of this in this blog. I 'll not say it to anyone. I'll only say it after aristal. I'll just go to training as normal. I'll quit so fast that people don't talk much about it. Luckily, so far noone from Malay Dance has found this, except for the Vietnamese boys, so I can still keep it as a secret. I admit that I'm afraid if everyone talks to me about it, I will change my decision, like nghia did. Sorry but I really really don't want to change my decision. That's all, please understand.

2008-04-14T07:36:00.000-07:00

School today was as boring as the normal Monday. It is still the IH+Geog+Maths combo that I stoned for the whole periods. PE was the most interesting period. We did standing board jump and pull up. I did about 255 or something like that for sbj regardless of my oversize ankle :), and 1 pull up :(. I will try to do 3 when the real napfa comes. Oh I forgot about lunch. Mr Nah and Ms Khoo treated us today with pizzas and chicken wings for lunch :D. Thank you, I love u so much :). However i still needed to eat some more for lunch.
Dance started at 6 o'clock and I came back at 9+ :| . It's quite ok actually but we did some weird thing today. I don't want to talk about it. You may know when aristal comes or you may never know :D.
Oh, and Justin had a new hair cut. Quote: Emily: "Your head look like a pineapple!". It might be because when the barber asked him what his favourite fruit was and he said pineapple. I wonder what it will look like if he said watermelon XD

-.-!

2008-04-12T07:17:00.000-07:00

I felt down during dance today. I thought I could dance with my swollen ankle but I really cannot. It was worse than what I thought. That's why I only danced for basket dance, and had to stay out for contemp.
Watched all the dances for Aristal today. Personally I think Malay Dance is not prepared yet. Our performance were disorganized and anti-climax, and the dancers are not confident. Western Dance are still as good as they were. Their juniors' dance was quite impressive, knowing that they are all IP1s and J1S (+ the IP2s who just joined this year). The funny part was when the song went "low, low, low" then everyone sat down and tai wan stood up there - it's not low at all XD. Indian dance was okay and Chinese Dance also. But one of the Chinese Dance's performance, the one consists of only the guys, are quite gay :D.
After the whole preview, I went home alone. Then it started to rain when I was walking. I was wet and helpless cos I couldn't run X(. Then Ms Selva and her sister drove by and gave me a lift :). Her sister is an ex-NJCian, and she is quite talkative. She talked about the council should give umbrellas to the students on raining days X), and she is actually not Ms Selva's sister but her driver :). After getting back to my room, I slept for the whole afternoon :P. Then I decided to go for dinner, and I took half an hour to find my wallet on the floor >:(.
P.S: my ankle size has decreased :D

Lame

2008-04-11T02:44:00.000-07:00

I'm lame. Today after running 4 rounds + 3 x 100m sprint, we played soccer against 06. At first it was 6 v 6. Then because 06 has quang, the soccer player, so we decided to put one more in our team. But we just added and added and somehow played 10 v 10 or something like that in a basketball court. U can imagine how crowded it was. If u dribble, u will face 2 guys every metre. And if u shoot from half court, the probability of scoring is zero. And the floor is very slippery. If u run for 1m, u can only stop after 3m . That's why I'm lame now. I twisted my ankle after trying to get the ball. I just stuck my leg out and it just went by itself and twisted. My right ankle is now 3 times bigger than the left one. And by using 1 hand to hold the ice pack onto it, I'm actually typing this post with 1 hand only XD. I know I'm lame now but no problem, there are still people lamer than me. And to those who keep complaining about me getting lame (namely Jing Ho, Jac Soo, and Jade) : Don't discriminate against lame people >:( .
P.S: I lied. There is still a problem cos we are doing NAPFA next week :(

The looooooooooong emo post of why I want to quit Malay Dance

2008-04-09T05:20:00.000-07:00

I shall be emo later, not now XD.
We are being used as walking advertisement! Today we are forced to wear the stupid njc ip preview t shirt instead of our lovely polo t shirt >:(. It doesn't make sense cos we are showing it to the one who is definitely not going for ip preview (namely the ip3,4, jc1,2) and then not showing it to the one who need to see :o. But there is one advantage of wearing it, we don't need to tuck in XD.
Lessons are quite ok today. I stoned for the whole geog and chem. Played tic tac toe with ryan, lawrence, jing ho, zhou yuen, nikos and won most of the time :D. Ryan and me thought of hosting a inter-class tic tac toe competition for raising fund XD. Then I learned how to play bridge and lost most of the time lol.
Ok done. Now is all about Malay Dance. Those who are not interested please skip.
Today we listened to Xiao Ying and Mrs Tan talking about the problem. They talked a lot about how to change the CCA. But that's not the point. I decided to quit cos I don't feel like and don't want to be involved already.
The problem now is about people in the CCA is not in 1 group. Malay Dance now consist of a whole bunch of guys and n bunches of girls (i don't know the exact number but it's more than 1) . And they train separately, dance separately. Every training has a format. People came, warm up, may be together, may be not. Being brief by the SLs then the guys go other place, do their own thing. The girl stay there (wherever it is), also do their own thing. Then after 3 hours they get their bags and rush home. It has always been like that since the start of the year. I will be surprised if we don't get bored.
We not only train separately, but also dance separately. It is always: girls dance, come out, then guys come in, dance, come out, then girls come in, dance, come out, etc (u get the point). I'm not blaming cikgu for choreographing it like that. Even if guys dance with girls on stage, we look like two different groups cos we don't train together! I personally don't know what the girls do during their training, but what we do is the same and the same and the same. And even though we do the same and the same and the same, they still give different and different and different comments (wth!).
Ok I admitted I didn't do a good job for a SL. I slacked a lot, played a lot, fooled around a lot. I set a bad image for others. I got scolded and still never change. It is because I have given up trying. I don't want to do, u force me also I still don't do. It is because I have no more willing to dance, or, to be with Malay Dance . Yes, I had fun, but it was always with the guys. I rarely talked to the girls, really. I don't even know some of their names. It is very easy to find out but I don't want to, just like that. Because I will probably never talk to them. As I said above, we come, warm up, go other place, train, then rush back home, where got time to talk?
I have a different feeling while dancing now. Before, I felt proud of what I did and enjoyed the dance. Because it deserved being enjoyed. Now I dance, feeling embarrassed when ppl look at me, because I feel that dancing Malay Dance is somehow strange, hilarious, ridiculous. I am not brave enough to dance, that's it. Sorry.
Sorry Xiao Ying I don't want to hurt you but I personally think that Ferleen has done a better job. I know it is also under other circumstances like the group is bigger, Mrs Tan is busier, we don't have venues etc, but the way Ferleen managed the group is different. To me and I think other Vietnamese also, Ferleen is like a friend, a big sister, and a president in its true meaning. I am not opposing anyone, but I really cannot list out the exco members of last year. I think it's because ferleen can take everything on her own so she has a very big impact. The way the CCA is being managed has a lot of problems. Being an exco, I should be the one who bring up and try to change, but like I said before, I gave up already. Sorry.
I really miss the seniors. Dance was always fun last year.I remembered how much I wanted to dance when I just joined Malay Dance. We learned new steps, danced together and had fun together. No matter how hard we trained for SYF and Aristal, I still tried my best and always enjoyed the dance. The sweet feeling of dancing is now gone. It is now tasteless, leaving me in the dance. And that's why I need to leave.
Aristal is coming. I refused to dance for combine dance when I was asked. So what's left is that I only dance for 2 mins in traditional and about the same amount in the comtemp dance. I feel quite sad that I actually had no performance this year. CNY doesn't count. It doesn't have a quality of a real performance. Then that's it. What I have achieved this year is actually none. I didn't regretted anything, from joining to staying here. This is not anyone's fault. Life is just like that. I only accept it and move on.

half day

2008-04-08T06:16:00.001-07:00

Today is a stupid half day. I went to school only for chem and 10 mins of history.We got the IP preview Tshirt. The front is nice (Mr Nah said he designed it -_-!), but the back is 10 times uglier. Walked out of school with ryan, law, jingho, jac. Went to coro to take money and then went back to sleep XD. Today Malay Dance ppl had lunch together and I decided not to go... Doing chem at the moment, trying not to be lazy :D.

Tired !

2008-04-07T05:33:00.000-07:00

I'm so tired. Slept at 2 o'clock, did 2.4, and then had dance. I should be sleeping right now but i need to keep this blog living.
I stayed up until 2 a.m trying to finish the IH assignment. I was so sleepy that I cannot concentrate on it. zzz
Today we do 2.4. I finished in 11:12 XD. Actually it's not that good compare to Lawrence's 8:22 >:( but still exceeding my expectation. I improved for 1 minute since last year. I personally think it is because of Lawrence's shoes :D thanks Lol.
Dance today is quite boring as normal. I am going to quit Malay Dance after Aristal this year and join badminton. I had a hard time deciding to quit. It is like I have no more inspiration for dance already. I don't even remember the names of the newcomers :(. The CCA is going down, I must say. Mrs Tan does not come down so often these days, and people are not bonding together. However I didn't regret joining Malay Dance. Dance was always fun. I remembered how much I wanted to dance last year, especially for SYF and Aristal. But after Ferleen's badge stepped down, I felt some kind of sadness and that I would not stay here for my whole 4 years in NJ. Nvm forget about it, i don't want to be emo :). I will go to sleep now.
Thanks Law for ur shoes. Thanks Jingho for ur PE T-shirt, I will wash it for u lol.
P.S: 2mr is half day! Yay
P.S2: and I only go to school for 1 period lol

boooooooooooooring

2008-04-06T03:12:00.000-07:00

today is so boring. i slept through the whole day z z z
P.S argh i just realized i need 2 do IH assignment

The first post

2008-04-04T07:49:00.000-07:00

Today was both a great and stupid day. In the morning I borrowed Law's shoes to run. OMG they are so comfortable. It is, according to Lawrence, the best brand in Singapore. After I ran I didn't want to wear my shoes anymore XD.
Chem was great. I managed to lit up the bulb with H2O2 and toilet cleaner :D. Lisa left at the beginning of first period, so I was made to do it alone. First time I tried, it didn't even lit up a LED. Then I threw away everything, still the same. Then third time I used the same solution and the old metals then it worked X). Then I was like "Ms Chin Ms Chin" Then she said" OK" even though she didn't look at it for 10 seconds :D. Lawrence also created a bottle of lemon cocacola.
Then we went back to class. Me, Lawrence, Justin were playing with the tennis ball when Justin knocked the ball to the lemon coke bottle XD. It was so funny. It is the first time I hear Justin say "f" word lol.
Dance was so stupid. I only brought my tshirt and forgot to bring my pants. Then all the boys realized they never returned their costume. I was the one who went back to hostel and took them because I was still in uniform >:(
I'm so sleepy now cos I only slept for 4 hours yesterday.Damn it I still have training tmr. I will go to sleep now XD zzz