Just had a talk with my father. A quarrel actually. I was damn pissed and angry and i actually just shouted into the phone. I feel very demoralised now. My life has been terrible these days. I have been having lots of trouble with everything. The only thing i can do to get less stressed is write it out here. I just found out i have noone able or easy to talk to about everything. I never regret doing anything in my life but now i think that me being born and living in this world is just a bad idea.